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There are moments when I feel like I have clarity.......they are rare. Most of my life lately seems like chaos. Complete chaos. Two of the three jobs I had will be taking a break for the summer. Those are the church and the library. I've already stopped working at the library and I have through at least mid- June for the church. Lane Bryant is a serious joke. Four hours a week if that?! I've been applying everywhere I can. The only places I won't go near are restaurants and fast food. Last week I had an interview with Payless and I happily got the job! Friday I go in for an hour or so to do paperwork and then I will start working the following week. This Thursday I have an interview for a Christian Education position at a church in Amherst. This church's position is 20-30 hours a week and includes benefits. As much as I've enjoyed working at the church I'm currently at, if I can get a similar position that offers more...I'm going to take it. The only thing I'll need to consider is the commute. It's about an hour and 30 minutes from here.....and I also have to take into consideration that I'll be going back to school at ANTS which is in the complete opposite direction. I really would be covering the state. haha. We'll see how the interview goes on Thursday. I'm looking forward to it. If I got that job I wouldn't need any retail job. I would do that and go to classes....Maybe get some extra hours in at the library. In that respect it would be perfect. I don't want to get my hopes up though.
I feel like everything is crazy. My finances are out of control. I don't have enough money to pay for bills and I certainly haven't worked hard (at all) at figuring out my school loans and all that. OYE. I'm a mess.
It feels so much better when I vent about this on here. It will be nice when things are clear and I'm not stressing over everything. If only the ministry was a good paying career......haha